credit: babybluz, baidu
this is the diary that i have been writing for all my university life. its a gift from my SP aka secret pal from our orientation camp. and so, i finally wrote my last entry ytd night, one that i have delaying/postponing/avoiding.writing this last entry somehow symbolise that i am no longer a student, not longer what i used to be/ or can be. As a matter of fact, we have long passed the age where we can take ignorance as an excuse. People see me as an adult now, even if i am still denying this solid fact. Sad.
Stepping into this legendary social university, working in this cut-throat industry, dealing with people whom may affect your future or life. i'm not sure if i am ready for this, will i ever be ready? Feeling quite excited but at the same time, chickened. Argh~ I still yearn for the simple life by the mountains and sea.
SHE's --bu xiang zhang da--
wo bu xiang zhang da~!
p/s: Xinyan, i am so gg to miss u during the next 3 weeks! Dun worry, things will go smoothly de. Be strong, we are cheering for u here!! =)
NYNY AT AMK HUB
BAKERZIN AT PARAGON
COLLAGEN RAMEN AT FAREAST SQUARE
"Those who say money can't buy happiness simply dunno where to shop!"
yes, i will find the right place to shop soon!
my colleague showed me this ytd and it totally brighten up my day!!! melody and kuromi's candy!! (mj, see, they are 2 different creature! hahahaha)
kawaii ne!
Xinyan, Meijie, i wanna go concert!!!!! i misssssssssss the boys!!!
p/s: ahem, in case too much rivals grow overnight, i've decided to take down some photos wahahha. if u haven seen them then too bad lor keke.
still, 'I WAN TO BE ONE OF THE 33000 PPL! PLEASE~'
then we went to Voxy to have our nails done. i had my first manicure today, and its actually not as painful as it seems.
my nail colours just get brighter and brighter and hers just get darker and darker.
then its dinner time
Us @ COCA Steamboat Restaurant
and the very delicious chilli sauce (but i really hate the smell of the vege inside, which she loves it to bits)
the not-so-fresh prawns, i LOVE! yes, i love rotten prawns! hmm ok, i can accept if u're diff from me heehee
the only thing that we agreed on, my first URS heels. yeah, new shoe for work.
10 hours of shopping in town today, we only covered 2-TWO shopping centre, Paragon & Ngee Ann City. li hai ba
today, we are totally convinced that we are so opposite, shopping, music, eating. how did we manage to tolerate each other for 9 years?! hahaha
but i still love her hahaha *muacks*
i wake up early because of work. i miss breakfast because of work. i stoned throughout the travelling journey because i din sleep enuff, again because of work. i reached home like only 8pm because of work. i din get to talk much to my best listener( my xiao mei) because of work. i turn in as early as 2230 because of work. i can stay out too late during sunday night because of work.
:'''''''''''''''''''(
i dun wan things to be like this, but work just seems to have taken over everything. i really really miss the yuying before she started working.
i guess why we can tolerate school more than work is because we noe the deadline. JC will take 2 years, uni will take 3 years. BUT work?!?! i have no idea! until i find a man to get marry? haizzzzzz
p/s: 2 and a half month of slacking is definitely not enuff to compensate the 17years of studying (from kindergarden to uni) and the dunno-how-long working life.
there is nothing bad about the work, i simply miss the slacking at home :x
waking up at 6plus everyday, squeezing the train, bearing the hunger until noon and reaching home last is arghhh...
i am in a state of confusion and dilemma now.
Confused: what do i really want? this is the question that have been post to me since dunno when and now i haven figure out the answer yet! they always say: just do what u like? but can we?
well if yes, i would like to be a taitai, staying at home only to worry abt where to have dinner that night, what shows to watch & where to shop.
Dilemma: should i stay to gain experience (since my terrible result will bring me nowhere)? or try out some interesting jobs before 'settling down' to look for a serious one? go for the branding that may open more paths to me in the future but spend 6mths doing smth i dun like?
oh my, i have no idea.
somebody say: ppl always wait for someone to take them under their wings, but they should just grab anyone's when they see them passed instead of waiting.
which should i grab?
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ISMOND!
nice dinner with the girls, the chats & the company :)
pls, let not meet up only for birthdays k?
*photos uploaded*
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to my ex-colleauge, Mag, do take care of urself, everything will be fine :)
i really miss the oc days!
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to another ex-colleauge, Keith, welcome back to Singapore! i noe u miss Japan already hahaha
Goodluck for ur Maldives project. (wow Maldives!)
p/s: new blogskin for a new start!
SeungRi, DaeSung, G-Dragon, TOP, TaeYang
woooo~ the way G-Dragon look at Daesung hahaha-
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another powerful performance, 거짓말 ("Lie")
I'm so sorry but I love you dah geo jis mahr
ee yah mor rass eo ee jee yah ar asseo ne ga pir yo hae
I'm so sorry but I love you nahr kka ro un mar
hwas gim ee nah do mo reu ge neor tteo nah bo naess ji man
I'm so sorry (I'm sorry!) But I love you (I love you more more!)
I'm so sorry but I love you nah reur tteo nah
cheon cheon hi eej eo jur rae nae ga a pa har su iss ge
G-Dragon's little bun looks so cute on him! haha :p
p/s: Guess wat!!!! i saw Heroes commercial on Ch5 just now, dun tell me they are airing it??! Yipeeee!!
An article inside the magz shihua gave me and the thursday shopping night with elyse and yunyun, i thought of the delayed woman's nature in me.
my mum says i used to aspire to be a Miss Singapore. wahahahaha
okok i admit i did remember a little of it but scenes of the tomboy side of me are more vivid. i believe u guys remember yuying as the one i remembered myself to be, right? haha
here, let me show u how vain i *ahem* was.. hee..
see! head still must tilt here and there. =.= hahaha shock ba, this is the YY u've never seen haha
u wont believe this but i actually only start using cleanser when i enter SIM, and bought my first pot of moisturiser in the same year, after Stella's never-give-up persuading skill. haha
"putting all this creams and essenses is a waste of time and money", "why put on suncreen when u are not at the beach and slapping so much milky liquid on ur face?" yeah, i used to OS them inside me.
i guess i have been messing with the wrong ppl all this while, ranging from secondary to JC to SIM to work, my frens are all so pretty, slim and nu ren. shake head. but also thanks to them to remind myself the feminie side of me ( though still far from their standard) wahahaha
now, after all the preaching from the jie-jies, see what i have come to be today.... one level of the cabinet totally delicated to them! (plz pardon the mess hee) cleanser, toner, moisturiser, eye cream, whitening cream, AHA, suncreen, essenses, masks, lotions.... i have it all...
i know this is a pittance compared to all the seniors out here reading but at least got improvement rite? haha
though still very lazy and hackcare, its probably every girls' dream to look pretty. Aza aza fighting! to every ladies out there! hahaha ^^
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by the way, Heroes season 2 is on its way wahaha 24 Sept in the U.S of A.
here's the preview first!
i love the Japanese guy, Hiro Nakamura.. "YATTA!!!"