as promised....
those were the days~~ :)

ever since the first time i step into the expo hall for my first UOL exam, i already wanted to take a shot of it. its wowww~~ can u imagine thousands of ppl taking the paper together? its really woww... haha..

so today, my very last paper, i finally took this picture...




they are so reluctant to take picture with me, can see from their face le..
wenli, we forgot to take picture after corporate finance that day:(

its over, its finally over, i cant believe 3 years just passed like that. are we gg to see each other again? i am so missing mambo night with the gang, are we gg next wed? haha

i'm gg to miss Warlords... dominic(da shuai-ge), eric(the pole dancer), vincent(funny guy), zhixiang(ultimate sunshine hunk), charles(polar bear with braces), deqi(ultimate soccer fan and newpaper supporter), gengqin(LIUGEEEEE!!!), yushan(jiu-jie), di(so long nv see her), elyse(forever so pretty and fun), chloe(very very nice girl), yunyun(the yun-tun mian hee), wenli(the girl i always disturb in lectures).

those were the days, i shall go look for a decent pic of ours to post ^^

its a busy day ytd. its my youngest cousin Jethro's 1st birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JETHRO!! ^^
babies are so cuteeee! he kept giving us a puzzle face ytd... haha.. "wat's gg on??"



then we rush off to catch the last performance of THe PhanTom of the Opera! heng we are not late... CTE ws jamming..=.=
its was Spectacular Spectacular!
its bigger scale than i tot. its WOWWW!
their singing was very nice and superrrr high pitch!
i love the part when phantom confess his love to christine at the underground...
so sweet~~~ my angel of music~~

went out with the weirdest combination of ppl on friday.
me, xiuping(its seems normal), keng guan(are we gg chalet?), and yong heng(|||) though we are in the same class in the whole of JC, i think we talk like less than 10 lines.

anyway, its because that xiuping is bored to the extreme le, so she call us out for a dinner and a drink. haha.. and she is so clever to use Pizza Walker to lure me out. i heart the unagi pizza there... yummy!

well, have a good catch-up with everyone.. like Saiful has become a air steward!!! i wan to see him, must be damn charming!!! Dayan went to NIE, i always tot he will be gg to the singapore team, chee huan not gg to be a Dj, wat a waste!!

i miss 4e2... lets have a class chlet again!^^

SIMPLE PLAN--- I'M JUST A KID


woke up it was 7
I waited til 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I've got alot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending every day on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me

And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go & they're gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored & I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me tonight
I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cuz I'm just a kid tonight

try pronouncing this word...

"C E R I Y N"

if u can, then i suceed! i guess only 50% of the ppl who noe me knows that i have a official christian name. but i guess only 10% of them knows how much i hate that name. ha~
the name did not appear anywhere of my identification for 18 years (unless u heard my family calling me), until i entered SIM, this 'secret' was reveal to the world. haha..

so what do u think of the new name Ceriyn?
hey! dun laugh!
though, ironically the pronounsation(is that how u spell??) is the same as the current one, i am definitely gg to like the name more with this new spelling.

say bye bye "serene"! hahaha

its the 2nd day of the 20 days battle with UOL.

ytd was a goner, i was the 2nd last person to arrive at the examination hall! 15 mis late. the guy sitting in front of me la-gi super, arrived 50 min late. worse of all, he brought the wrong calculator (fyi, scientific calculators are not allowed.. boooo), haiz... i feel like crying for him too..

i think i under-estimated the statistics papaer le.. argh, section A is damn difficult. which means i am left with section B's 60 marks.. omg...

mathematics 2 on monday, but i am already feeling so lethagic..

blahhhhhhhh

smth to look forward to on 20th, i am gg to watch the Phantom ^^

I cant find a right phrase to begin… been ‘feeling’ a lot this few days.

I felt elated, about meeting my friends.
I felt stressed, cuz exam is around the corner.
I felt excited, when I plan about some escapes.
I felt envious, for some ppl.
I felt offended, for some things I heard.
I felt lost, about my next step.
I felt sad cuz I cant go korea.
I felt jealous cuz I cant have smth.
I felt angry for having to do smth that I need not have to.
I felt frustrated, stop nagging at me!
I felt disappointed for all the above.

Each time I cant control situations like this, I feel like a L.o.s.e.r.
Worst of all, I dunno wat is causing all these. I hate this feeling.
Gosh, the exam is probably pressurizing me a lot more than I tot.

please stand strong k? to me and to everyone.

Time wait for no man .....