Sunday, January 28, 2007
I got this sudden urge to blog..Do u experience this before…
When in front of some people, u just cant show ur true self. Its not that u dun wan to but u just dunno how, or under some circumstances, it just doesn’t allow u to do so…
Example classmate vs CCA mates, siblings vs frens
Normally, pple will only be closer to one side only…
CCA frens who went through training and competition and scoldings together… classmates who study like there is no tmr, tones of homework and graduation together…
siblings who suffer ur ever-changing mood, laughters and cries together….
Frens who gossip, discuss abt ur crushes, went through the multiple numbers of “first-time” together……
So, only some frens will really noe the very true, all-rounded side of u… and the rest of the frens will only noe a partial side of u..
Eg, CCA frens will noe how serious and determined u are in winning but they may not noe the soft side of u when dealing with relationships…
Classmates will noe how studious u are but they will be shocked to see u screaming during concerts…
Arghh…. U get wat I mean?
U really loves these frens, but its soo hard to show every side of u to them, especially when the path just wont meet each other… just like u wont go library and study with ur mum rite? But u still love ur mum…
I just hope to show every side of me to all my frens… haiz…. But its tough…their reaction may not turn out to be the way that u wan it to be too…
A fren mentioned this before
We have different type of frens… gold, silver, bronze…
Gold= best, silver=good, bronze=hi-bye
But we will also have gold-plated frens…
Yes, these are the gold-plated frens…
Fairy godmother, I just wish to turn them into golden ones….